I can't possibly imagine that someone would only fall for an appearance. What about personality? What happens to that? I can't believe that you love someone else and yet love me too? She and I were good friends once. You're just the same as other guys. None of them can be trusted. I might be pretty and all but I just wished that someone would really fall for just who I am. Not only pretty-ness. I never had the chance to feel loved. I don't want the 'I have the prettiest girlfriend. Do you?' If you're looking for me for this, then you can just fuck off. I really mean it. I'll find the ugliest guy. They might not have the looks but they have the brains. The longest relationship, I've been in was when I was in Singapore. But that neither end up good.

If all the guys are behaving like this, I'll rather stay single. Its really wonderful to see that Zack and Amme still staying on strong. I'm envious. I'll just date my own beloved brother then. He, too, had a shipwreck with his girlfriend. Neither of you could feel how I felt. I'm disguisted, blunt.

Voglio solo volare gratis

A friend ask me, " I thought Asian are supposed to be darker in color. Why aren't yours?"

I really felt like giving her a slap. No offence, honey. Told you I'm going to blog about it. Now that she knows about it. Tell the person who asked you alright? I'm not like other Asian because I have blood that is confusing. Even my parents don't look like Asians. Thanks to my grandparents. I think. I was tanned ages ago. And I've became un-tanned. So whitenening really works. Amazed.

NARCIS! OMG! I miss you so much! How's everything in Italy and all? And I see that you've change. Or am I blind? Seriously, I miss you so much. Still hanging out with Nanao? Its been ages since I last hear about her. Tell her I miss her so very much. I want to be back in Rome. Just to take a sneak peek at you guys. And I don't think your english have improve. HAHA. What's 'ling'? I know its an error. Remember its 'cool' not 'cuwl', OKAY! MUAKS. And surprise! Uploaded your amazing pictures!

OMG! I am going to be an aunt soon. Lulu is expecting! Lulu is first bro girlfriend. She told me everything and I was so hyper when I heard it. It's been a long time since I've played with babies. The last was America's aunt twin babies. Even though it's a gun shot baby, we're still bone. At least the baby is gonna be pretty. Both the baby's parents are freaking gorgeous. GRR. I really can't wait. It's just 3 months, 6 more months to go. Mum and dad have not hear it yet, bro and Lulu wanna tell them theirselves. Anyway, it's time for them to get marry. They ain't getting any younger.

I'll update their photos soon. I envy them. They have been together for so long. I love you guys. And the baby too. CONGRATS! Muaks.

To Benito Handerson,
You have to stop doing all this. I'm not yours anymore. The feeling I used to love you had stop. You have to stop sending me text on how you missed and loved me. You are holding me back. You've hurt me so much. You really did. Even though I might be still loving you and missing you. Forgetting you isn't easy. Every moment you've made it memorable. Every kiss you've made it special. I didn't know the real you until IT happened. You still scarred me deep. You shouldn't have left Tyne. I know how it felt. I'm not coming back. You've done something so terrible. I'm terrified to speak, but you'd expect that from me. I'm mixed up, I'll be blunt. Now the rain is just washing you out of my hair. I'm over you now. I won't come back to you. But I am glad to know you. To be with you. I had so much to say to you.

Love,
Elle

p/s: I still do love you.

Ben wants me back. I couldnt believe this. I dont know whether to be happy or ... i dont know. Why now, Ben? Why?? Did that whore dumped you like you did to me?? You think i'm gona accept you back just like that, after all what you've done to me?? I'm sorry, but i'm gona think about it before making the same mistake again.
I've stop thinking about you, Ben. I've moved on. Maybe you should too. I dont know why but for the past few weeks, i wasnt thinking about you anymore like i used to.

Dear Ben, I hate everything about you.
You nothing more than a typical beast. And I won't be your fool, anymore. Maybe someday you'll get it, perhaps you'll regret it. Or maybe you'll find someone else to accept it. I won't be the one!

I've been thinking of having this person back in my life. Even though we are far away from each other, but each time i think about him, my heart really skipped a beat. I miss him so much. I hope he wants me back like i want him now :D

Here is the girl who stole my ex-boyfriend. Broke ties with Ben but not his friends. Even his friends thought that he was being 'STUPID'. Her name: Tyne Caledron.

"One day you're in and the next you're out" - Heidi Klum

I felt as though I was really used. How could he be like this? He loves me yet he loves someone else. I dont really know WHY I can take it. This is the first time I had ever love someone the bottom of my heart. But I was treated differently. I am really mixed up.

Gonna stop here cant really think that much now.