i am so sad!! my granddad passed away.. i love him so much and the whole had falled upside down without him.. in the past granddad actually wanted to follow us to italy but aunt janice didnt allow him to follow.. shall i hate her? i actually didnt know what was the cause of his death.. all i know was that he was really sick when i left.. i feel so horrible leaving him.. i shouldnt have left..

i went back to see granddad.. but he had been buried.. of cause i cried.. i wonder if granddad missed me? cause i know, i misses him so much.. just got back actually..

to granddad: i love you and rest in peace.