* picture of my 2nd brother and i.

sighh, i think we broke up. I seriously dont want it to happen this way.. but it did. I hope Aza's not mad at me. I'm really sorry. Life's still miserable for me. Ben had been calling me for the past few days but i didnt answer him. He even called Danny to ask about me.

Oh yea, speaking of Danny, we're okay again. He came to my room yesterday night at around 2 in the morning! i was asleep already. He woke me up and said he was sorry. He then gave me a veryvery thight hug which i almost died from. lol. there's a picture of us above. & that was the very first picture we took when we first arrived in Aust. We do look the same right? lol. & i was having a bad hair day that day.. thats explain why my hair's flat. and dont ask why i wasnt looking at the camera. oh, picture was taken by Amme. I love Danny very much! He's the only bro that understand me! My first bro, he always busy with his gf and work that he have no free time for us.. hate him! :P lol.

after Danny apologised, i couldnt go back to sleep. it was 2:30am by then. So i went in to Danny's room and turned out he couldnt sleep too. He was playing his guitar and humming alone. so i join him. i think i was very sleepy that i slept in his room till 11am this morning. Mom came in the room and was shocked. lol. cause she knew we were fighting.

maybe tomorow i'll give Ben a surprise visit at his workplace. He worked in a restaurant his dad owns. i forgot what the restaurant's called. should i go? i mean i've kept Ben waiting since i started avoiding everyone.. sighh.. i feel bad. its already 3:15pm now. i need to go now. 4:30pm, my parents are bringing all of us to go sight-seeing. i cant wait! i'm gona take my shower now and get ready. goodbye.